As I read more about expenses and assets, and how those relates, a scent brought me to you.

As I turn more page, I get deeper in something I never know existed. Until the very minute I sit there, I just know that I could feel something like this.

I miss how I used to crawl inside my blanket and watch a never ending marathon of dramatic movies with a hot chocolate to sip.
And how I would sleep when it's raining with my headphones and the music to its comfortable volume whilst I shut the world down.
Or the way I lay on my bed with my hand sprawled open in a comfortable way and I would forget the cruel world I've been living for 17 years.

And I can't be more thankful than a hot chocolate on a rainy day.

I want my nothing back. I'm missing him.