He's just your everyday favorite boy.
But after 2 minutes, you'll never think that you'll feel something that makes your heart throbs faster in every second possible.
And you'll going to shove it away, thinking that maybe it's just a phase you'll have to go through. That after one day or two, it becomes a week or two. Then you won't even realize it that it's been a month or two, or even a year.

People may laugh at you, and you'll try your hardest to hide it in every way possible. But at some point you just can't.
Because after some times, it becomes an addiction. And you're way too weak to resist.
Then you'll ask, why? Why now?
Or even ask, is this really happening?


Then you'll put a strong line and rules to control yourself, like do not ever be the last one to be inside the conversation
Do not ever think too far when he laugh.
Do not listen to his voice more than 5 times a week.
Do not ever mistake his kind act to be love, he's way too kind to put a line and to differentiate.
Do not seek opportunity in seeing him some more after you got a chance.


Later on, you know that  it was all the lines and rules to not fall deeper than you're already are.
But for now, you're even too deep to get out of there.